imma admit.. there's one thing that sucks about my personal life.
I cover up who i love by liking someone else, even when I don't like them that much.
You probably don't understand what that means,
it means.. When I love someone who is "out of my league" or "someone who is already in love" or even "someone who i'll never get".
I don't just give up and like. live on.
I continue to like them, but instead of showing it to them,
I seem to end up finding someone else to like so I won't have to face the troubles of telling her that ilher
It's sad - but it's the truth.
Sometimes. I just don't know who I actually like versus who I am using to cover who I like
I hate it so much, I'm beginning to hate my own emotions.
sighs.
FML.
I wish I can go back to the innocent childhood.
aite... peace out.
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